(Based on healing from suicidal ideation)
To be blessed,
Said I at 18,
Is to die before 21.
It is to die before knowing,
Anything else,
The horrors are
Fucking done.
To be blessed,
Said I at 21,
Is to die at 25,
With more experience,
Of the suffering,
Extending my time
When I am alive,
To be blessed,
Say I now,
Is to live as long as I can
Fuck my earlier suicidality
I will live as long
As this life permits me
I will live
As long as I can
Neuren Writes 
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